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scrubjayspeaks ([personal profile] scrubjayspeaks) wrote2020-06-07 06:06 pm

plague journaling

I do not appear to by dying of migraine any longer. Much praise!

Had a cry several times today. Not a bad thing, actually. I am technically allowed to experience emotions, much as I resent the hell out of it. Got very caught up in some things I was reading. Also said overwrought, fond things to a friend, like you do.

Health issues notwithstanding, the weekends are better, I think. The work week ratchets me up to higher and higher levels of tension. I spend most of Fridays sleeping and otherwise deliberately recovering. It was probably like that to a degree before the pandemic; it's much worse now.

Probably gonna need to deal with that situation somehow. Plans pending.