I'm finally doing it--I'm changing my usernames across, well, everything. Eventually. But DW is officially checked off the list! As is tumblr!
I will now be scrubjayspeaks wherever fine internet nonsense can be found.
Done This Week
Feb. 22nd, 2026 11:52 amMore furniture moving at work. Big things are happening, which is prompting a bunch of structural changes. Remodels, equipment moves, repairs. Oh, and the weather caused a bunch of power issues, which fried various pieces of equipment. And in a completely unrelated event, a water pipe got broken and flooded part of the building, so now all that has to be repaired on a tight turnaround. I’m staring down the barrel of Saturday overtime for a while to get things done by the deadline.
Meanwhile, both the vehicles are due for smog tests, so we planned to rotate them through the mechanic’s shop over the next couple of weeks. Only mum’s truck had more issues than expected and wasn’t ready when we planned to pick it up. So she’s spiraling about that, and I’m spiraling about her.
The first flowers (daffodils and wind flowers) are blooming in the castle garden. Between the torrential rain and the freezing nights, spring is sneaking up on us.
Lewisia: 3 new pieces written
Day job: 42.5 hours
Cleaning: tub, bathroom sink, mirrors
Crafting: collected up and measured all prints that need to be framed and hung
Reading: The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy: Hexagonal Phase (the last of the BBC radio productions, more coherent than the last one was at least)
Watching: The X-Files season one, episodes 1 to 7 (why did I feel compelled to try to work through this series from the start for the first time, having only seen scattered episodes from weekend syndication in the 90s and a few streamed in the last decade? idk, man, I’m just trying to cope)
Listening: DeBÍ TiRAR MáS FOToS by Bad Bunny (I am not immune to the occasional Superbowl halftime show, incredibly enjoyable music whether one understands the language or not)
Clock Mouse: 97 minutes of planning work
Meanwhile, both the vehicles are due for smog tests, so we planned to rotate them through the mechanic’s shop over the next couple of weeks. Only mum’s truck had more issues than expected and wasn’t ready when we planned to pick it up. So she’s spiraling about that, and I’m spiraling about her.
The first flowers (daffodils and wind flowers) are blooming in the castle garden. Between the torrential rain and the freezing nights, spring is sneaking up on us.
Lewisia: 3 new pieces written
Day job: 42.5 hours
Cleaning: tub, bathroom sink, mirrors
Crafting: collected up and measured all prints that need to be framed and hung
Reading: The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy: Hexagonal Phase (the last of the BBC radio productions, more coherent than the last one was at least)
Watching: The X-Files season one, episodes 1 to 7 (why did I feel compelled to try to work through this series from the start for the first time, having only seen scattered episodes from weekend syndication in the 90s and a few streamed in the last decade? idk, man, I’m just trying to cope)
Listening: DeBÍ TiRAR MáS FOToS by Bad Bunny (I am not immune to the occasional Superbowl halftime show, incredibly enjoyable music whether one understands the language or not)
Clock Mouse: 97 minutes of planning work
Done This Week
Feb. 15th, 2026 01:07 pmOof. Ow. My aching everything. I had Wednesday off, so mum could go out of town for appointments. Work made up for the lighter week by hammering me on Friday with furniture moving. Oh god, so much furniture. And me in a new pair of boots, too. *wince* *hobble*
The solitary scrub jay, who rarely appears here, once again visited. I should put up the feeder again.
Lewisia: 3 new pieces written
Day job: 34 hours
Gardening: succulent club meeting
Reading: Parable of the Sower by Octavia E. Butler (okay, I genuinely didn’t know that this would be very much in the same vein as the last book and even more mind-blowing, but here we are, holy shit again)
Watching: Adolescence of Utena (huh...I would have sworn that I had watched that before, but if so, I had forgotten huge chunks of it, started digging through some meta posts because I wish to UNDERSTAND)
Listening: The Vice Quadrant by Steam Powered Giraffe (came for the original version of “Fire Fire,” stayed for the everything else)
Playing: Animal Crossing, where I have done a major rebuild on one of the main set pieces of the island--witch maze is go!
Clock Mouse: 136 minutes of planning work and 1143 words
The solitary scrub jay, who rarely appears here, once again visited. I should put up the feeder again.
Lewisia: 3 new pieces written
Day job: 34 hours
Gardening: succulent club meeting
Reading: Parable of the Sower by Octavia E. Butler (okay, I genuinely didn’t know that this would be very much in the same vein as the last book and even more mind-blowing, but here we are, holy shit again)
Watching: Adolescence of Utena (huh...I would have sworn that I had watched that before, but if so, I had forgotten huge chunks of it, started digging through some meta posts because I wish to UNDERSTAND)
Listening: The Vice Quadrant by Steam Powered Giraffe (came for the original version of “Fire Fire,” stayed for the everything else)
Playing: Animal Crossing, where I have done a major rebuild on one of the main set pieces of the island--witch maze is go!
Clock Mouse: 136 minutes of planning work and 1143 words
Done This Week
Feb. 8th, 2026 09:53 amAmazingly, there were no situations at work from during my vacation time. Things had been relatively quiet. They were this week as well. Which is to say, I spent nearly three hours straight on the floor (figuratively and literally), trying to diagnose a hydraulic valve issue, but that’s my actual job. Sometimes, the administrative bullshit falls away and I get to remember: oh, right, I’m a mechanic. *relieved sigh*
That being said! ( Insert some dumb work bullshit that goes on for too long, which was kind of a theme... )
Lewisia: 3 new pieces written
Day job: 43 hours
Cleaning: did maintenance on the brush hog
Gardening: several rounds of weed whacking, garden club post
Reading: Everything for Everyone: An Oral History of the New York Commune, 2052–2072 by Eman Abdelhadi and M.E. O'Brien (holy shit, it took a minute to warm up to the interview format, but then I got super into it and ended up being incredibly moved by the whole idea, scifi and hopepunk and journalism and inspiration)
Watching: finished all episodes of Revolutionary Girl Utena (I--whut...I’m not saying I didn’t enjoy it, I’m just saying I’m probably not smart enough for whatever that was, need to go rewatch the OVA and see if that makes sense now)
Listening: FOCUS by Tatsuya Maruyama (rec from both the Game Grumps, instrumental guitar, somehow every song sounds almost like a cover because the riffs feel so *correct*, I become convinced I must have heard the song before, just lovely)
Playing: Animal Crossing, where night fishing remains my nemesis in all video games...
Aftermarket Parts: one year post-surgery!
Clock Mouse: 126 minutes of planning work and 1101 words
That being said! ( Insert some dumb work bullshit that goes on for too long, which was kind of a theme... )
Lewisia: 3 new pieces written
Day job: 43 hours
Cleaning: did maintenance on the brush hog
Gardening: several rounds of weed whacking, garden club post
Reading: Everything for Everyone: An Oral History of the New York Commune, 2052–2072 by Eman Abdelhadi and M.E. O'Brien (holy shit, it took a minute to warm up to the interview format, but then I got super into it and ended up being incredibly moved by the whole idea, scifi and hopepunk and journalism and inspiration)
Watching: finished all episodes of Revolutionary Girl Utena (I--whut...I’m not saying I didn’t enjoy it, I’m just saying I’m probably not smart enough for whatever that was, need to go rewatch the OVA and see if that makes sense now)
Listening: FOCUS by Tatsuya Maruyama (rec from both the Game Grumps, instrumental guitar, somehow every song sounds almost like a cover because the riffs feel so *correct*, I become convinced I must have heard the song before, just lovely)
Playing: Animal Crossing, where night fishing remains my nemesis in all video games...
Aftermarket Parts: one year post-surgery!
Clock Mouse: 126 minutes of planning work and 1101 words
One Year of Yeeted Teets
Feb. 7th, 2026 07:10 pmYesterday was the one-year anniversary of my top surgery. I meant to post something at the time, but the day got away from me. Is there an accepted method of celebrating such things? Do the crepes I had for breakfast count? They are, like me, very flat. :3
It's incredibly difficult for me to remember that it was last year. It both feels like it just happened and like it has been many years already. I still someday want to write up more about what the experience was like. For the moment, though, I'm just glad to have it done. With everything going on, it's comforting to know that this is one change that cannot be undone or taken from me.
It's incredibly difficult for me to remember that it was last year. It both feels like it just happened and like it has been many years already. I still someday want to write up more about what the experience was like. For the moment, though, I'm just glad to have it done. With everything going on, it's comforting to know that this is one change that cannot be undone or taken from me.
Pandemic Garden Club
Feb. 7th, 2026 10:35 amWelcome to the January edition of Pandemic Garden Club! Growing good things in strange times!
Anyone is welcome to comment with what they're growing right now, things they would like to try, problems they're encountering, and questions they have. Share resources, answer questions, shout encouragement.
As for myself...
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Anyone is welcome to comment with what they're growing right now, things they would like to try, problems they're encountering, and questions they have. Share resources, answer questions, shout encouragement.
As for myself...
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Lake Lewisia on holiday
Feb. 1st, 2026 10:48 amAs is traditional, Lewisia will be on holiday for the month of February. Posts will resume on Monday, March 2nd, on their usual schedule.
In the meantime, remember that our communities are what we make them and who we make them with. We can choose to live in a world full of libraries and community centers with robust programming, social services to help people build and rebuild safe and fulfilling lives, arts and crafts that enrich and inspire everyone, and yes, peculiar strangers who are both part of the community and part of the local mythology.
If you have ever found yourself thinking, “I wish my town could be like that,” consider how you can help make that happen.
www.standwithminnesota.com/
In the meantime, remember that our communities are what we make them and who we make them with. We can choose to live in a world full of libraries and community centers with robust programming, social services to help people build and rebuild safe and fulfilling lives, arts and crafts that enrich and inspire everyone, and yes, peculiar strangers who are both part of the community and part of the local mythology.
If you have ever found yourself thinking, “I wish my town could be like that,” consider how you can help make that happen.
www.standwithminnesota.com/
Done This Week
Feb. 1st, 2026 10:15 amMiracle of miracles, fun was had! My request for my birthday--oh, shit, I’m 40 now...
Huh.
Anyway!
My birthday activity request was to take a trip to Solvang--technically Danish, but still thematically appropriate for me Swedish language pursuits and general Scandinavian interests. There is a bookstore there (and Hans Christian Andersen museum) that had a chance of having Moomin books, maybe even in the original Swedish. (Spoiler: no Swedish versions currently in stock, but I bought up their stock of English versions.) So we made a day of it, with Pepper in tow.
The timing of everything was perfection. We had precisely enough time to do all the things I wanted to, plus one extra unplanned stop, and got home exactly in time to feed the horses at the usual hour. Utterly stress-free. I obtained books and stickers and a truly alarming quantity of baked goods. The place was simply overrun with grackles, a bird that was intermittently present when we first moved to our new place but have since left, so it was like seeing an old friend (or a few hundred). It was a very, very good day.
In a lovely surprise, the next day, our neighbor let mum know he was done working on her tractor. He’s been attempting to fix it for a few months now. What started as one known problem became a whole cluster of uncovered issues, a few things he broke accidentally in the repair process, and some improvements. It’s a 1955 Massey Ferguson, and while my dad had sort of kept up with maintenance on it, it was really showing its age and the need for significant part replacements. I wrecked my back trying to get the brush hog hooked up to it again, but such is life. Mum got to twirl around, doing battle with the grass armies that have overtaken everything, and the tractor didn’t have the slightest problem. Considering it previously could only run for about 20 minutes before needing to be hosed down to deal with its overheating problems, this is stunning. She’s very happy.
I’m sad to be going back to work tomorrow. My work phone was blowing up during the week with team chats that I resolutely ignored. So I’m sure I’m going to come back to A Situation. But that is still officially not my problem for a few more hours.
Lewisia: still on break
Day job: none hours with left beef
Cleaning: attempted to fix the weed whacker but it’s still having problems of a mysterious nature
Crafting: finished attaching the “antici...pation” patches to the battle jacket and reattached the one I took off to make room for them, finished the dorky little cotton washcloth I’ve been crocheting for three thousand years
Gardening: watered all the succulents for the first time in *mumblety* months, first pass of weed whacking the castle garden
Reading: Mislaid in Parts Half-Known by Seanan McGuire (a bit of a transitional book, trying to do a bunch in multiple threads of the series, and the charm of all the characters makes that work just fine, a bit of a road trip story)
Watching: Revolutionary Girl Utena episodes 30 to 34
Listening: Dan Avidan and Super Guitar Bros volume 1 (yep, that sure is what it says on the tin, I have now finished the process of living backwards through this particular series), the self-titled album from bbno$ (he guested on the Game Grumps, I wanted to know what his music was like, the answer is “frantic ADHD swagger,” which is apparently something I like [see sbassbear’s album], and he’s also vocally pro trans and queer people, earworms the whole way through)
Playing: Animal Crossing still, la la la, creating island decorating projects for myself, thinking about redesigning a massive area, living my best, most pointless life
Clock Mouse: 125 minutes of planning work
Huh.
Anyway!
My birthday activity request was to take a trip to Solvang--technically Danish, but still thematically appropriate for me Swedish language pursuits and general Scandinavian interests. There is a bookstore there (and Hans Christian Andersen museum) that had a chance of having Moomin books, maybe even in the original Swedish. (Spoiler: no Swedish versions currently in stock, but I bought up their stock of English versions.) So we made a day of it, with Pepper in tow.
The timing of everything was perfection. We had precisely enough time to do all the things I wanted to, plus one extra unplanned stop, and got home exactly in time to feed the horses at the usual hour. Utterly stress-free. I obtained books and stickers and a truly alarming quantity of baked goods. The place was simply overrun with grackles, a bird that was intermittently present when we first moved to our new place but have since left, so it was like seeing an old friend (or a few hundred). It was a very, very good day.
In a lovely surprise, the next day, our neighbor let mum know he was done working on her tractor. He’s been attempting to fix it for a few months now. What started as one known problem became a whole cluster of uncovered issues, a few things he broke accidentally in the repair process, and some improvements. It’s a 1955 Massey Ferguson, and while my dad had sort of kept up with maintenance on it, it was really showing its age and the need for significant part replacements. I wrecked my back trying to get the brush hog hooked up to it again, but such is life. Mum got to twirl around, doing battle with the grass armies that have overtaken everything, and the tractor didn’t have the slightest problem. Considering it previously could only run for about 20 minutes before needing to be hosed down to deal with its overheating problems, this is stunning. She’s very happy.
I’m sad to be going back to work tomorrow. My work phone was blowing up during the week with team chats that I resolutely ignored. So I’m sure I’m going to come back to A Situation. But that is still officially not my problem for a few more hours.
Lewisia: still on break
Day job: none hours with left beef
Cleaning: attempted to fix the weed whacker but it’s still having problems of a mysterious nature
Crafting: finished attaching the “antici...pation” patches to the battle jacket and reattached the one I took off to make room for them, finished the dorky little cotton washcloth I’ve been crocheting for three thousand years
Gardening: watered all the succulents for the first time in *mumblety* months, first pass of weed whacking the castle garden
Reading: Mislaid in Parts Half-Known by Seanan McGuire (a bit of a transitional book, trying to do a bunch in multiple threads of the series, and the charm of all the characters makes that work just fine, a bit of a road trip story)
Watching: Revolutionary Girl Utena episodes 30 to 34
Listening: Dan Avidan and Super Guitar Bros volume 1 (yep, that sure is what it says on the tin, I have now finished the process of living backwards through this particular series), the self-titled album from bbno$ (he guested on the Game Grumps, I wanted to know what his music was like, the answer is “frantic ADHD swagger,” which is apparently something I like [see sbassbear’s album], and he’s also vocally pro trans and queer people, earworms the whole way through)
Playing: Animal Crossing still, la la la, creating island decorating projects for myself, thinking about redesigning a massive area, living my best, most pointless life
Clock Mouse: 125 minutes of planning work
Lake Lewisia #1363
Jan. 30th, 2026 04:50 pmWith his work going well and a suddenly more comfortable existence, his friends began to ask if he wouldn’t like to buy a newer house, one more attractive and easy to maintain. He just laughed, though, hands brushing fondly over the strange flowering bush by the front steps or the odd blotches staining the front door. “I just love the neighborhood too much to ever leave,” he professed, eyes gazing toward the storm drain opposite his house with an affection no one else understood.
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Lake Lewisia #1362
Jan. 28th, 2026 07:08 amShe collected extinct foods--not expired, thank you, though she recognized the natural overlap in the two categories--whose manufacturers had abandoned them as outdated relics or failed experiments. Her huge chest freezers and pantries contained foods in mint-condition packaging, sorted by date of last production, ranging from Squeezafroos (June 3, 1993) to canned Cream of Carp soup (February 25, 1904) to limited edition Forager Style Spam (September 12, 1938). With one bite, she would be transported by more than mere nostalgia to another age, somewhere along the timeline of each lost food, and she could wander as a gustatory time traveler for however long the taste lingered on her tongue.
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Lake Lewisia #1361
Jan. 26th, 2026 12:22 pmThe winter Calvinball tournament will begin this week, so gather up your wickets, bats and rackets, ping-pong balls, and other traditional equipment, and see if you can find your way to the tournament area. That is the first rule change from last season: the last participant to find the Secret Field takes a penalty and must play the first inning while transformed into a random mammal. And I have just been informed that game announcers receive bonus points, so excuse me while I barricade my booth in preparation to defend my position.
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The Friday Five
Jan. 25th, 2026 05:27 pm1. What type of hair do you have? (Thin, Normal, Thick, Frizzy, etc.)
Fairly thick hair that falls somewhere between wavy and curly.
2. What color is your hair currently?
It's more or less my natural color, medium brown, all over, except for a stripe down the middle of the crown that I bleach and dye. The stripe is currently orange/copper.
3. What colors have you dyed/highlighted your hair?
I've gone through the rainbow with the stripe. I used to dye it seasonally, but I've gotten out of the habit for various reasons and have been sticking to the comparatively understated copper streak.
4. If you could dye your hair any color, what would it be?
I would love to do the stripe in a proper rainbow, front to back, though I'm not sure it would end up looking like much because of the short length. I've always wanted to get a really good mossy green going, but green fades pretty much as soon as you look away from the mirror.
5. What is your hair's length?
The sides are shaved so that what I have is a tapered mohawk type arrangement, though I've never spiked it up. The remaining hair is short (above the tops of my ears at its longest point) and pushed over to one side. Depending on how I style it, it's somewhere between a mohawk, a low fade, and a comb over/side part.
To be clear, what it *actually* is is me with a couple of mirrors, clippers and scissors, and a total absence of shame or good sense. I get what I get, yes, but after quite a few years of doing this, what I get is a hatchet job that is nonetheless broadly acceptable to me.
Fairly thick hair that falls somewhere between wavy and curly.
2. What color is your hair currently?
It's more or less my natural color, medium brown, all over, except for a stripe down the middle of the crown that I bleach and dye. The stripe is currently orange/copper.
3. What colors have you dyed/highlighted your hair?
I've gone through the rainbow with the stripe. I used to dye it seasonally, but I've gotten out of the habit for various reasons and have been sticking to the comparatively understated copper streak.
4. If you could dye your hair any color, what would it be?
I would love to do the stripe in a proper rainbow, front to back, though I'm not sure it would end up looking like much because of the short length. I've always wanted to get a really good mossy green going, but green fades pretty much as soon as you look away from the mirror.
5. What is your hair's length?
The sides are shaved so that what I have is a tapered mohawk type arrangement, though I've never spiked it up. The remaining hair is short (above the tops of my ears at its longest point) and pushed over to one side. Depending on how I style it, it's somewhere between a mohawk, a low fade, and a comb over/side part.
To be clear, what it *actually* is is me with a couple of mirrors, clippers and scissors, and a total absence of shame or good sense. I get what I get, yes, but after quite a few years of doing this, what I get is a hatchet job that is nonetheless broadly acceptable to me.
Done This Week
Jan. 25th, 2026 12:57 pmAt last, I am not on any extra medication. I’ve gone a whole two days and haven’t exploded yet, so that’s promising. I’m only intermittently and lightly coughing. I’m pretty sure I can mostly hear out of both ears. My sinuses no longer periodically attempt to assassinate me. Yaaaay... *tiniest, groggiest pompoms*
I am particularly grateful to be feeling marginally less sick, because work did everything it could to kill me off ahead of my vacation time. Friday, in particular, threw everything it could at me. On the plus side, I programmed a robot. I also wired a temporary three-phase power supply drop. That one was a bit harrowing, but I guess I can’t say I was in over my head, because I sure did supply power without setting anything on fire.
Also, the only rain we got all week occurred in the half hour in which I was up on the roof, trying to replace air filters. Because sure, obviously, why not?
Speaking of vacation, I am now on a week of it. By the gods, I better have some fun this week. I’ve had about as much petty unpleasantness as I can take for the month.
Lewisia: still on break
Day job: 46.25 hours, with early starts and late ends
Cooking: decided to wing it on my usual curry recipe and managed to brain crisis my way through it nearly to inedibility, chocolate-chocolate chip edible cookie dough
Reading: The Wonder Engine by T. Kingfisher (gnole cultural studies! fantasy industrial infrastructure! some other rather upsetting stuff! ...I really liked it), The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy: Quintessential Phase (continuing the BBC Radio productions, I found this one a bit frustrating to follow along with, though I found the whole sandwich shop bit oddly touching)
Watching: Revolutionary Girl Utena episodes 27 to 29 and halfway into 30, Sinners (spectacular, holy shit?!)
Listening: Midnight Signals by Starcadian (synthwave, with a surprising thread of disco, found by way of Dan on Game Grumps noting his death last year :/)
Playing: continuing to enjoy renewed interest in Animal Crossing, the gift that keeps on giving
Clock Mouse: 117 minutes of planning work
I am particularly grateful to be feeling marginally less sick, because work did everything it could to kill me off ahead of my vacation time. Friday, in particular, threw everything it could at me. On the plus side, I programmed a robot. I also wired a temporary three-phase power supply drop. That one was a bit harrowing, but I guess I can’t say I was in over my head, because I sure did supply power without setting anything on fire.
Also, the only rain we got all week occurred in the half hour in which I was up on the roof, trying to replace air filters. Because sure, obviously, why not?
Speaking of vacation, I am now on a week of it. By the gods, I better have some fun this week. I’ve had about as much petty unpleasantness as I can take for the month.
Lewisia: still on break
Day job: 46.25 hours, with early starts and late ends
Cooking: decided to wing it on my usual curry recipe and managed to brain crisis my way through it nearly to inedibility, chocolate-chocolate chip edible cookie dough
Reading: The Wonder Engine by T. Kingfisher (gnole cultural studies! fantasy industrial infrastructure! some other rather upsetting stuff! ...I really liked it), The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy: Quintessential Phase (continuing the BBC Radio productions, I found this one a bit frustrating to follow along with, though I found the whole sandwich shop bit oddly touching)
Watching: Revolutionary Girl Utena episodes 27 to 29 and halfway into 30, Sinners (spectacular, holy shit?!)
Listening: Midnight Signals by Starcadian (synthwave, with a surprising thread of disco, found by way of Dan on Game Grumps noting his death last year :/)
Playing: continuing to enjoy renewed interest in Animal Crossing, the gift that keeps on giving
Clock Mouse: 117 minutes of planning work
Lake Lewisia #1360
Jan. 23rd, 2026 07:32 pmEven in a generally friendly forest, not all trees are pleased to have visitors, however polite, and he had managed to choose poorly on every possible level when he decided to carve his initials somewhere. The strategically dropped seed pods and small sticks failed to deter him, and even a wind-whipped branch across the backside only made him fumble the pocket knife for a moment. Even cranky trees may have friends of their own, though, and the creature that padded up behind him on silent paws was quite happy to leave some marks of its own in retribution for its arboreal associate.
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Lake Lewisia #1359
Jan. 21st, 2026 04:33 pmThe ability to call lightning bolts out of the clear blue sky might have empowered some to acts of heroism or villainy or naked self-enrichment. On the other hand, it could be a power granted to a glassmaker and sculptor who was more interested in the organic shape of lightning-melted sand left behind as a side effect of their origin story. Ze learned to control hir new power by zapping increasingly tiny mounds of increasingly exotic materials until they could make sculptures pour themselves like water out of a spark at hir command.
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Lake Lewisia #1358
Jan. 19th, 2026 04:28 pmIn partnership with the Society for Retired Knights and Swordspeople, the community center will resume its training sessions in nonviolent resistance for those involved in protest and community organization. Even if all you feel is a nameless, restless urge to do something to fix what is broken, these sessions are an excellent opportunity to connect with the people already doing that work. That work may go on forever, but for now, consider starting with an afternoon at the community center.
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Done This Week
Jan. 18th, 2026 11:32 amOkay, so. Sinus whatever turned into a hacking, wheezing cough. Still no fever, aches, anything that would resemble a traditional cold or flu. Gave up and went into Urgent Care again on Thursday, when it became obvious that I was not improving.
I am once again on ALL the drugs. Normally, they wouldn’t do antibiotics for a cough like this--those tend to be viral--but it turns out my left ear is actually still infected, on top of everything else. No wonder I haven’t had any energy.
So I get to be on antibiotics again for that, which might also help with the cough. It might also obliterate my digestive system again, so I have that to look forward to. Plus two different cough suppressants. And most importantly, an albuterol inhaler, which is basically a miracle drug. I don’t get sick often, but when I do, it tends to turn into bronchitis, and the inhaler is an old friend at this point.
I don’t want to take any time off work, because I’ll be on birthday vacation time starting the 26th, damn it. But I am so very, very tired every day.
In completely different news, my iPad bullied me into upgrading to the new OS release. Which immediately broke my reminders app, just like it did last time. Since I remembered said last time, I only freaked out a little and mostly left it to sort itself out by morning. Which it did, thank goodness, because I live and die by those reminder lists. But thanks, Apple, for yet another appalling update experience that makes me regret ever tying myself to your products, you absolute garbage pile. PS, still bitter about the years of ghost alarms you subjected me to when I upgraded to this iPad in the first place.
Lewisia: still on break
Day job: 42.25 hours, all of which should have been spent in bed instead
Reading: Clockwork Boys by T. Kingfisher (effectively just part one, so excuse me while I thrash and gibber my way into the next book to know what happens, I love all of them but the latecomer Grimehug the gnole most of all)
Watching: Revolutionary Girl Utena episodes 24 to 26 and halfway into 27
Listening: Repertoire by Shane Parish (instrumental guitar noodling, some pieces more experimental than others, generally quite nice, I should start making notes of where I saw recs for artists, because gods know I don’t remember on my own)
Playing: Animal Crossing 3.0 release! So much decorating! Yay!
Clock Mouse: 92 minutes of planning work
I am once again on ALL the drugs. Normally, they wouldn’t do antibiotics for a cough like this--those tend to be viral--but it turns out my left ear is actually still infected, on top of everything else. No wonder I haven’t had any energy.
So I get to be on antibiotics again for that, which might also help with the cough. It might also obliterate my digestive system again, so I have that to look forward to. Plus two different cough suppressants. And most importantly, an albuterol inhaler, which is basically a miracle drug. I don’t get sick often, but when I do, it tends to turn into bronchitis, and the inhaler is an old friend at this point.
I don’t want to take any time off work, because I’ll be on birthday vacation time starting the 26th, damn it. But I am so very, very tired every day.
In completely different news, my iPad bullied me into upgrading to the new OS release. Which immediately broke my reminders app, just like it did last time. Since I remembered said last time, I only freaked out a little and mostly left it to sort itself out by morning. Which it did, thank goodness, because I live and die by those reminder lists. But thanks, Apple, for yet another appalling update experience that makes me regret ever tying myself to your products, you absolute garbage pile. PS, still bitter about the years of ghost alarms you subjected me to when I upgraded to this iPad in the first place.
Lewisia: still on break
Day job: 42.25 hours, all of which should have been spent in bed instead
Reading: Clockwork Boys by T. Kingfisher (effectively just part one, so excuse me while I thrash and gibber my way into the next book to know what happens, I love all of them but the latecomer Grimehug the gnole most of all)
Watching: Revolutionary Girl Utena episodes 24 to 26 and halfway into 27
Listening: Repertoire by Shane Parish (instrumental guitar noodling, some pieces more experimental than others, generally quite nice, I should start making notes of where I saw recs for artists, because gods know I don’t remember on my own)
Playing: Animal Crossing 3.0 release! So much decorating! Yay!
Clock Mouse: 92 minutes of planning work
Lake Lewisia #1357
Jan. 16th, 2026 05:14 pmIt took the adults a long time to notice the correlation: the little boy would drop his blocks or markers or lunch, head popping up to scan the horizon, at the same moment a cloud of birds would rise up shrieking from the trees just outside the preschool fence. Compared to strange little boys and flocks of starlings, the adults weren’t very observant, and their ideas of what counted as a red alert danger mostly concerned parking lot etiquette and the misplacing of bake sale proceeds. By the time they were whispering about distractability and assessments, he knew seventeen separate distress calls and had been practicing his wheeling and diving patterns for the day he joined the murmuration.
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Lake Lewisia #1356
Jan. 14th, 2026 05:29 pmWhile getting the death one deserved could never be guaranteed, a suitable, if not always desirable, afterlife would usually be arranged. For him, after a life spent using headphones and dark glasses and carefully chosen fabrics to defend against a world of pricking noise and sizzling light and grating texture, heaven was a Rothko. When his soul slipped free of this plane, Death escorted him to a universe of blue, soothing and cool as a pool of pure water stretching out forever.
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Lake Lewisia #1355
Jan. 12th, 2026 04:55 pmWhile the ground is frozen and there is little for gardeners to do but wait, the temptation may come to try growing things in unusual, climate-controlled locations. If you have a greenhouse, cold frame, or suitable windowsill, this can be an appropriate outlet for your gardening impulses and will, at worst, result in some premature seedlings. Please resist the urge, however great, to plant seeds in your partner’s coffee mug, the office break room sink, your car in an elaborate raised bed arrangement on the dashboard, or in any other places you would not wish to eventually deal with a full-grown marigold shrub, pumpkin vine, or ambulatory tree sapling.
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Done This Week
Jan. 11th, 2026 11:34 amI! Am sick! Again!
Again-again!
Motherfucker?!
Starting Monday, I had what I think was a horrible delayed reaction to the multiple meds they put me on for the ear infections. Antibiotics tend to upset the digestive biome, but this was in another class. So I spent the first half of the week in agony.
On Thursday, I got the final shot in the series for HPV. (When I was growing up, it wasn’t a thing yet, and then I was under the impression that I was already too old to get it. When I found out I was still eligible, I started the process.) Now here’s the thing: I spent two hours at the clinic, waiting to get this shot. I had an appointment, to be clear. Nonetheless, they actually closed up the place around me, while I waited in a windowless room, to get this thirty-second jab. They had to usher me out a back door, because the main entrance had been locked up already, and they couldn’t have me pay because there was no longer anyone in the building to do that.
Waking up Friday morning to a sore throat did not improve my opinion of the experience. Did I get exposed to something at the clinic? Is this a reaction to the vaccine? Who can say? All I know is that I no longer have a sore throat--instead, I have a sinus infection.
Or something. At this point, identifying what exactly is wrong with me seems quaint. I have all the illnesses. They are queuing up to have their wicked way with my immune system.
I would really like to get back to posting for the Snowflake Challenge. But right now, my brain cells are limited.
Lewisia: no new pieces written, I’m going to take my yearly break from writing this month, instead of doing it next month when the posts themselves are on break
Day job: 42.5 hours, all of which should have been spent in bed instead
Gardening: garden club post
Reading: The Complete SiP (Strangers in Paradise) Kids (the alternate universe kid version of the cast, cute and silly, this is the sort of AU/beach day cozy interlude that I wish all series did, I love when creators are basically doing fanfic of their OCs alongside us)
Watching: Revolutionary Girl Utena episodes 18 through 23 (progress! joy! ...confusion, because this is a very strange series!)
Listening: One More Saturday Night by The Halluci Nation (formerly known as A Tribe Called Red, which is part of why I lost track of them and missed getting this actual album until now, it’s so damn good?!, hits much the same spot for me as FOUR FISTS with the hiphop and spoken word elements)
Playing: fuck it, Animal Crossing: New Horizons completionist play--I’m coming for you, rare fish!
Clock Mouse: 96 minutes of planning work
Other: helped mum upgrade the software on her insulin pump
Again-again!
Motherfucker?!
Starting Monday, I had what I think was a horrible delayed reaction to the multiple meds they put me on for the ear infections. Antibiotics tend to upset the digestive biome, but this was in another class. So I spent the first half of the week in agony.
On Thursday, I got the final shot in the series for HPV. (When I was growing up, it wasn’t a thing yet, and then I was under the impression that I was already too old to get it. When I found out I was still eligible, I started the process.) Now here’s the thing: I spent two hours at the clinic, waiting to get this shot. I had an appointment, to be clear. Nonetheless, they actually closed up the place around me, while I waited in a windowless room, to get this thirty-second jab. They had to usher me out a back door, because the main entrance had been locked up already, and they couldn’t have me pay because there was no longer anyone in the building to do that.
Waking up Friday morning to a sore throat did not improve my opinion of the experience. Did I get exposed to something at the clinic? Is this a reaction to the vaccine? Who can say? All I know is that I no longer have a sore throat--instead, I have a sinus infection.
Or something. At this point, identifying what exactly is wrong with me seems quaint. I have all the illnesses. They are queuing up to have their wicked way with my immune system.
I would really like to get back to posting for the Snowflake Challenge. But right now, my brain cells are limited.
Lewisia: no new pieces written, I’m going to take my yearly break from writing this month, instead of doing it next month when the posts themselves are on break
Day job: 42.5 hours, all of which should have been spent in bed instead
Gardening: garden club post
Reading: The Complete SiP (Strangers in Paradise) Kids (the alternate universe kid version of the cast, cute and silly, this is the sort of AU/beach day cozy interlude that I wish all series did, I love when creators are basically doing fanfic of their OCs alongside us)
Watching: Revolutionary Girl Utena episodes 18 through 23 (progress! joy! ...confusion, because this is a very strange series!)
Listening: One More Saturday Night by The Halluci Nation (formerly known as A Tribe Called Red, which is part of why I lost track of them and missed getting this actual album until now, it’s so damn good?!, hits much the same spot for me as FOUR FISTS with the hiphop and spoken word elements)
Playing: fuck it, Animal Crossing: New Horizons completionist play--I’m coming for you, rare fish!
Clock Mouse: 96 minutes of planning work
Other: helped mum upgrade the software on her insulin pump