Done This Week

On the one hand, the day job went way better than it has in weeks. On the other hand, absolutely everything sucked balls in nonspecific ways. I feel like hell and would no doubt be an unpleasant person to be around if I weren't spending most of my nonwork hours sleeping. Ugh.

Lewisia: 3 new pieces written, several more in the form of brief notes, actually making some headway

Gratitude journaling: 30 new entries, didn't even try yesterday whilst dying of migraine

Tumblr queue: 35 posts added

Day job: 42 hours

Cooking: a giant batch of curry, which I guess I will be eating until hell freezes over?

Art: pressed various flowers on watercolor paper, to be checked later

Gardening: added more dusty miller plants to the flower garden

Reading: uhhhh...???

plague journaling

I do not appear to by dying of migraine any longer. Much praise!

Had a cry several times today. Not a bad thing, actually. I am technically allowed to experience emotions, much as I resent the hell out of it. Got very caught up in some things I was reading. Also said overwrought, fond things to a friend, like you do.

Health issues notwithstanding, the weekends are better, I think. The work week ratchets me up to higher and higher levels of tension. I spend most of Fridays sleeping and otherwise deliberately recovering. It was probably like that to a degree before the pandemic; it's much worse now.

Probably gonna need to deal with that situation somehow. Plans pending.