scrubjayspeaks

aaaaaaa

I called and made the appointment

fuck

shit

this is actually happening

I mean, the appointment is happening, which is a start

I don't have a single person in my life right now who is both available to hear this and a safe person to tell

and that's kinda bumming me out

but I've got you, internet buddies

someday soon, I'll tell you what all this is about

in the meantime, be happy for me

or proud

or something

fuck